Thursday, September 24, 2009

my heart

ini semua buat hatiku..
my heart <3
my beloved nephew and nieces
thun ni raye ade danial khaizuran!!
d most attention getter diz year..
he did nothing tp smue org kacau die..
he replaced sumone important role in my family with his cheeky smile..
from left is nurul iman, nur atikah adriana, danial khaizuran el faris, nur farisha adriana and nurul amani..
wpun headache layan mereka yang mmg sgt mencabar kesabaran dgn karenah
but i still LOVE THEM!!
maksu sayang kamu semua!!<3<3<3

hari raye

dh hari rayer 09..
raye thun ni special skit sbb it's on my bday!!
20-09-2009..x sedar pun date tu cantek smpai abg ckp..
this is my niece yg bru 8years old tp tggi nye la hai..
xtaulah brp tggi die nnt when she 20..
mesti maksu dah tenggelam dah time tu syg..
raye thun ni mcm ade kekurangan..
mmg ade kekurangan pun..
although everybody seem like not to discuss about it.
but i noe they think d same thing like i did..
it just dat we're in self denial and resentment
in order to endure the pain..
tp xpelah wat to do..

Friday, August 21, 2009


It's Ramadhan!!!
lots of work to do
where to begin n where to stop

this Ramadhan wouldn't be as same like b4
coz of multiple reasons
i just hope i'll b delighted by it..

tp kalo bule dpt cuti time gi shootin nnt

Monday, August 17, 2009


Ding Dong
it's what i feel
like knock3!
huh? what? ape ni?

i'm too adult or mature i think
to think all these remeh temeh stuff
y shud i lower my dignity to all these?
there're lots of other things that i can think

i do believe in karma
what goes around comes back around
i dun have to tell everybody
who am i
i am easy n flexible
but i can b bitch
if i want to
n no one would want to see how bitches i can b

no harm, no worries
time will reveal d truth
i just have to sit back
get a regular caramel popcorn set
n watch evrything..


no one would know their destiny
ppl choose their own path
we can plan eveything
yet God determine everything

it's hard to believe
but it happened
how i am suppose to tell d world
that i'm so hurt
i'm not a disclose person
so i wont tell my underlying truh feeling

i wanted to cry out loud
but it already happened
nothing i can do that can reverse it back
can it be?

currently i've a problem
with my own emotion n feelings
i'm weak wen it comes to family
wen we love and care too much
we hurt and frustrated that much

I love u, I respect u, I care about u.
whatever happen, i'll still b ur daughter
that u can rely on
that never turn u down
1 u can b proud of

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

so-called fairy truth

i was so damn mad
i cant acted like there was nothin happened
none???no it's NOT..

Nur Aqilah Mohd Noor Kamal
people who know me noe dat i'm not a hot temper
never without valid reason...
i'm a hepy go lucky
i love laugh,teasing n karaoke n shopin n etc
all the stuff that can enlighten n colors my day ;)

but unfortunately...
my patients were being taken for granted
which unacceptable for my principle
yeah i am hard to accept stupido reasons..

so i had a nice talk with
i voice up all the things
which mean that i care n CONCERN
not like only talk behind

o damn...
y i hv to explode like b4
i determined to control
all my feelings that i'll rarely disclose
or shown to ppl..

i hate this..
it's all fairy tale all this...

Tuesday, February 3, 2009


currently in pantai mc in malacca
waitin for my fren doing medical check up
i open my laptop n got wifi
wink3!!!i heart diz hospital

hospital potrays how ppl care about life
they r rushing to meet doc for consultation
what they should n shouldnt
for the sake to live
for themselves or their love ones??

it's funny to see
not many of the patients come not with their companion
they come with child or alone
but where r those companion when we need them?
too busy to concern?
only concern if the person under 6inches of earth?

who should answer it?
are we do care enough with our love ones?
are we know them enough?
or we only know the outer but not from inner..
how they feel n how they struggle
in order to live..

appreciate ur love ones
do it when u still can

Sunday, February 1, 2009


emm everyone talks about love

it's such a big word
has millions of meanings
but it depends on u how to interpret it..

it's not just for couples
family,frens,spouse n etc
for me all relationship must have upside down
just like a wheel
ya babe wheel..
on top n at d bottom..
y? it's karma n it's life

when we passionate n hepy it's wonderful
when we frustrated n sad it's painful
but it teach us how to be mature
how to think,listen,communicate

i summarize this word as it is:
L : Life
O : Ourselves
V : Venue
E : Eternity

confuse huh?
ok2 jd seniman jap td..
L : Life = it happen when we still live..hehehe ;p
O : Ourselves = ya, we who feel it
V : Venue = Where it happen + when + +
E : Eternity = if u insist but d eternity will only between u n GOD

p/s: over reacted skit time nih..
hahaha xD

goodbye money

it's really sucks la today..
i drove my sis car over my work place..
then when i parked i heard bang!
n everybody're looking at my car..
i was like huh?ape?
ok dub dab
so i went out n checked..
oouh..just scratches..

then i saw d front bumper crack
omg!! i'm surely gonna die..
it's fell into 2..
i've to ganti..
terbang la duet gaji akak dik..
mak benci btol nyah..
punah harapan nk b'joli sbb kne ganti..
my fren cal his frens n check
yg ori rm300..

nsebla wira..
kete m'sia..
if bmw ke mmg i run away back to malacca..
sory sis..
i love you..
hehehe ;p

hard times

i wrote this b4 in myspace's blog..
it's bcoz i was in frustation..
of my result..

life is like a wheel..
always upside down..
once u was on top
once u was at the bottom
life must goes on
eversince there is still a breath
never give up
or u drown in frustation
n die in a shame
shame of a coward
coward cant accept the truth
what has done is done
yesterday is history
tomorrow is a new leaf
strive for the excellent
dun ever forget ur Creator
He gives u pains
He gives u happiness

Friday, January 30, 2009

1st phase

i'm not a very disclose person sbnrnye
so if i write there could be just hints yg kne fhm dgn b'pk

2009 starts
most of frens will leave m'sia
hepy= gud for them achieve their dreams
sad=sedih x buat btl2 time skola
tahler=i hv my own path to go n for most
we're in different line kan..

i'm really tired to be demotivated like after spm result dlu..
so now live life to the fullest
i have frens that i love
lynny aku sayang sama kamoo
zera kamoo juga..
amira aku ingat sentiasa..
now frm 2ndary to primary..
rahimi thanks 4 always be there 4 me..
really appreciate dat dude..

goodbye 2008

goodbye 2008
i noe it's a lil bit too late to say that
coz it's already january 2009!!

where to start..
it's fun in 2008..
i had a wonderful times n painful times..
i learnt it how it felt
that b4 i went through it i just wondered how

i was like in the fairy land
everthing seems so perfect n lovely
never thought it could turned like that
if i were a boy i think i could understand
but other boys seem hv other opinions
they said nk or xnk je
emm btl jgk tu..

i'm lucky i hv supportive frens
i love you guys..
thanks 4 enlighten my life
succeeded to move on n nvr look back
it's been a chapter in my life..