2012 is coming

another 2 weeks kot 2012 dah
wahhh tak sangka tempoh jadi student dah nak expired soon
Alhamdulillah dah dapat tempat intern :)

well, there will be major changes shifting from my life going for next chapter
akan ada yang aku tinggalkan dan ada yang akan aku bawa bersama
it all depends on how determine i would be

Aku Kembali

it's been such a long time
lama tak menulis
dulu gedik2 je tiru orang ade blog
seronok baca blog orang
sendiri?haha pemalas

ada phase sgt seronok

i'm sorry

Dear Abah.

even though it's already too late to say this

i am deeply sorry

i took you for granted

i blamed you for everything i couldn't have done

you are the greatest daddy i've ever had

no one can replace you

may you find your eternal peace in other world

I AM SORRY

Bada Bing!

how to begin?
currently is sem break for my degree
okay,uh uh skip with that shall we

okay now i could say im totally me
i didnt date any guys
i didnt go out so often except works
and i didnt find any story or friend to listen

it's weird haa?
right?right?right?
it feels like im turning into adulthood already
i couldnt care less what happen around me now

last time i felt like dying if was not with friends
but now i spent most of the time with my ownself
literally i figured the quality of me (brag kejap)
figuratively i didnt notice till someone told me i have it

how awesome is that?
now i think i already able to let go some of the things
that last time when i thought about it
i would've explode and curse

bila fikir balik it's not worth it
i still have a long way to go in this life
still got loads to dream to achieve
i hope in time like "bada bing"
everything that i wished would not exist will vanish!
tada!! ;)

Freaking Best

Im the freaking best

Im the freaking best

wish that i ever had

wish that i ever had

dududu

glory.glory.glory

living in fabulous lane

ya mama yeah!

i am so turning into Kimora

Living in the fabulous lane!

keching!

Pathetic

Pathetic
is the correct word to describe
attention seeker to add up
Portraying self is innocent

all criticism being threw at once
once u know u are alone
dark,shallow,lonely,greedy
turned up into monster

though im dominant
but ill care bout others
people still appreciate me
people don't judge me

the reasons are due to:
they are TRUE friends
they know real me
they know my strengths and weaknesses
still they compliment each others
that's what friends do

u don't bitching around about others
don't get sympathy through ur past
it shows the real u
it makes u super pathetic
if u know what the word really means

Well i guess
that's the price to pay for being famous
people envy u
because i am God Damn Awesome!

Adrenaline Rush

Firstly ada orang complaint that my blog isn't attractive enough
ya meh?haha but i'm used to it since i'm not that creative when it comes to designing

i don't know what happened to me this week but i'm tremendously lazy
i keep giving excuses to myself
if my mom finds out memang kena belasah dah

there are lots of assignments + test
furthermore i'm working & it's such a pain for my time management

any suggestions?
get married kan?


hahaha BD