tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-66799777237561718182024-03-13T09:27:28.292-07:00Genuine Brilliant On The Run!aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.comBlogger25125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-89112254316474885612011-12-20T00:46:00.000-08:002011-12-20T00:46:59.110-08:002012 is cominganother 2 weeks kot 2012 dah<br />
wahhh tak sangka tempoh jadi student dah nak expired soon<br />
Alhamdulillah dah dapat tempat intern :)<br />
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well, there will be major changes shifting from my life going for next chapter<br />
akan ada yang aku tinggalkan dan ada yang akan aku bawa bersama<br />
it all depends on how determine i would be<br />
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<br />aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-36613051147712988802011-10-10T22:47:00.000-07:002011-10-10T22:47:24.436-07:00Aku Kembaliit's been such a long time<br />
lama tak menulis<br />
dulu gedik2 je tiru orang ade blog<br />
seronok baca blog orang<br />
sendiri?haha pemalas<br />
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ada phase sgt seronokaqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-70211769409170665282011-06-09T12:46:00.000-07:002011-06-09T12:50:46.088-07:00i'm sorryDear Abah.<div><br /></div><div>even though it's already too late to say this</div><div>i am deeply sorry</div><div>i took you for granted</div><div>i blamed you for everything i couldn't have done</div><div>you are the greatest daddy i've ever had</div><div>no one can replace you</div><div>may you find your eternal peace in other world</div><div><br /></div><div>I AM SORRY </div>aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-39238115933421983372010-12-08T10:14:00.000-08:002010-12-08T10:28:35.256-08:00Bada Bing!<span style="color:#3366ff;">how to begin?</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">currently is sem break for my degree</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">okay,uh uh skip with that shall we</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">okay now i could say im totally me</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i didnt date any guys</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i didnt go out so often except works</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">and i didnt find any story or friend to listen</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">it's weird haa?</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">right?right?right?</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">it feels like im turning into adulthood already</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i couldnt care less what happen around me now</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">last time i felt like dying if was not with friends</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">but now i spent most of the time with my ownself</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">literally i figured the quality of me (brag kejap)</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">figuratively i didnt notice till someone told me i have it</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">how awesome is that?</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">now i think i already able to let go some of the things</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">that last time when i thought about it </span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i would've explode and curse</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">bila fikir balik it's not worth it</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i still have a long way to go in this life</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">still got loads to dream to achieve</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">i hope in time like "bada bing"</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">everything that i wished would not exist will vanish!</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;">tada!! ;)</span><br /><span style="color:#3366ff;"></span>aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-2102214519165112232010-10-24T12:46:00.000-07:002010-10-24T12:50:53.537-07:00Freaking BestIm the freaking best<div>Im the freaking best</div><div>wish that i ever had</div><div>wish that i ever had</div><div><br /></div><div>dududu</div><div>glory.glory.glory</div><div>living in fabulous lane</div><div>ya mama yeah!</div><div><br /></div><div>i am so turning into Kimora</div><div>Living in the fabulous lane!</div><div>keching!</div>aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-8382791308407922652010-10-24T09:40:00.000-07:002010-10-24T09:58:21.335-07:00PatheticPathetic<br />is the correct word to describe<br />attention seeker to add up<br />Portraying self is innocent<br /><br />all criticism being threw at once<br />once u know u are alone<br />dark,shallow,lonely,greedy<br />turned up into monster<br /><br />though im dominant<br />but ill care bout others<br />people still appreciate me<br />people don't judge me<br /><br />the reasons are due to:<br />they are TRUE friends<br />they know real me<br />they know my strengths and weaknesses<br />still they compliment each others<br />that's what friends do<br /><br />u don't bitching around about others<br />don't get sympathy through ur past<br />it shows the real u<br />it makes u super pathetic<br />if u know what the word really means<br /><br />Well i guess<br />that's the price to pay for being famous<br />people envy u<br />because i am God Damn Awesome!aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-41683562234938510512010-08-04T00:56:00.000-07:002010-08-04T00:59:49.630-07:00Adrenaline RushFirstly ada orang complaint that my blog isn't attractive enough<br />ya meh?haha but i'm used to it since i'm not that creative when it comes to designing<br /><br />i don't know what happened to me this week but i'm tremendously lazy<br />i keep giving excuses to myself<br />if my mom finds out memang kena belasah dah<br /><br />there are lots of assignments + test<br />furthermore i'm working & it's such a pain for my time management<br /><br />any suggestions?<br />get married kan?<br /><br /><br />hahaha BDaqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-30200700901685407932010-08-02T09:55:00.000-07:002010-08-02T10:05:09.498-07:00Drama Queen<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#CC0000;"><b>Drama Queen </b></span><div>goes to Athirah Dagang!</div><div>she was so panicked when i hold her leg to pull out kaca</div><div>aiyoyo kakak saya mao tolong saja la</div><div><br /></div><div>just before we locked the grill door</div><div>i remembered i didn't bring my cell</div><div>and she bebel i careless</div><div>the best part she herself didn't bring</div><div>*papap*</div><div><br /></div><div>then we went to A&W to eat waffle</div><div>the sweetest thing was when she hugged me like a teddy</div><div>it's because she was afraid might fall</div><div>maybe it's my bad that i really ride it fast</div><div><br /></div><div>no problemo pweety</div><div>u need more practice riding with me </div><div>soon u'll b fine</div><div>(melancholic mode)</div><div><br /></div><div>p/s: aku tetap suka kau ;)</div>aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-16518773947843992812010-08-02T09:47:00.000-07:002010-08-02T09:54:01.004-07:00CrazinessToday was such a chaos for me<div>the great thing was when i lost my bike's key</div><div>it really crushed my heart to pieces</div><div>i was so freak out & menggelabah</div><div><br /></div><div>memang totally cemas and berdebar</div><div>Thank God i already separated spare keys i my room</div><div>so thanks to Fikri Abdullah who saved my day</div><div>hahaha he fetched me home to get my keys</div><div><br /></div><div>then reached home my siblings super nervous than me</div><div>they asked lots of questions & thought i lost my bike</div><div>don't worry Richard(bike's name) is just fine</div><div><br /></div><div>then paling kelakar when my brother thought me wrongly</div><div>i'm gonna spend a night in Athirah Dagang's house</div><div>so he assumed i wanna go club </div><div>Aiyo got no money la how la wanna go ane</div><div>;*</div>aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-13132713662122200122010-08-01T12:08:00.000-07:002010-08-01T12:14:57.838-07:00DepressionI did a research on depression and thought it will be cool to share in my own understanding<br />when we depressed, it's worse that sad<br />depressed made us numb, fellingless or humanless<br />since we cannot feel anything<br />not even sad,frustrated,mad,and all those negative expression<br /><br />there are few stages in depression<br />there's a stage which we will commit suicide<br />especially bila hati dah terasa kosong sangat<br /><br />there are many factors can lead to depression<br />such working environment, family, instituition, relationship and etc<br />however as a Muslim kita ada akidah<br />Islam melarang hambanya commit suicide<br /><br />p/s: dah tua nk jd counsellor kerohanian la..aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-9697433853475682632010-08-01T12:01:00.000-07:002010-08-01T12:08:29.863-07:00P.A.I.NI think every human lives in a <span style="color:#ff0000;">pain </span><br />or perhaps every living creatures<br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">Pain</span> will teach how to value something<br />something that we take for granted<br />either we realise or totally not<br /><br />It's very hard to get up back<br />Especially hugh <span style="color:#ff0000;">pain </span>from your loves one<br /><span style="color:#ff0000;">Pain</span> that can crippled you<br />Or made u numb or Depressed<br /><br />As a Muslim we need to Believe with Qada' & Qadar<br />Each of us sometimes went overboard<br />org melayu ckp 'setiap yg terjadi ada hikmahnya"<br />english said 'there's lining silver in every cloud'<br /><br />We need to redha in everything<br />Allah itu Maha Segalanya..<br /><br /><br />p/s: redha asignment xsiap lagi..hihi ;))aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-53621617251280378682010-07-27T06:23:00.000-07:002010-07-27T06:27:58.655-07:00New ChallengeMy new tagline is<br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffff00;"><strong>Genuine Brilliant On The Run!</strong></span><br />yes peep just bear with it<br /><br />hahaha<br />now being in advertising is so effieng tiring<br />to noks letops mak like!<br />it's like adrenaline rush each day to class<br /><br />additional me as part time worker<br />it so tiring & hectic but it is some sort of training<br />penat lak cite psl diri<br />rase fabulous sgt(geli sendiri)<br /><br />hihihi<br />ok dude until i've new ilham nk tulis<br />then shall i meet again<br />thou u'll waitaqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-1008139128104300522010-07-27T06:03:00.000-07:002010-07-27T06:16:43.599-07:00PERMULAAN BARUit's been such a long time i haven't write<br />just start in my degree in UiTM<br />yay!i major in advertising like i've always wanted<br />Alhamdulillah<br /><br /><span style="color:#663300;">*sigh*</span><br />orang kata tak elok mengeluh sebab kita kena sentiasa bersyukur dengan qada' dan qadar<br />but why people that i trust the most before this can do that to me?<br />that question keeps haunting me until now..<br />it is a cycle of life?<br />it is one ujian to test my Iman and patient?<br /><br />i was so shocked to find out<br />i was so frustrated when i figured out<br />Yes TERKILAN is the correct word<br />have i done something that hurt u without i realised?<br />U know where to begin to talk if u got something<br />I always open for any communication<br /><br /><span style="color:#ffff00;">*shine*</span><br />tapi tak ape what had done dah jadi history<br />now each of us have chosen our own path<br />i hope you will success in your life<br />but don't repeat to others<br />but don't u wish us to be like we used to be<br /><br />You will be part of my life chapter<br />You was my closest fren in Malacca<br />I am grateful for every help & knowledge<br />It just easy to forgive not to forget..aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-27448381861620902522009-09-24T01:19:00.000-07:002009-09-24T01:29:31.465-07:00my heart<span style="font-family:courier new;color:#cc0000;"></span>ini semua buat hatiku..<br />my heart <3<br />my beloved nephew and nieces<br />thun ni raye ade danial khaizuran!!<br />d most attention getter diz year..<br />he did nothing tp smue org kacau die..<br />he replaced sumone important role in my family with his cheeky smile..<br />from left is nurul iman, nur atikah adriana, danial khaizuran el faris, nur farisha adriana and nurul amani..<br />wpun headache layan mereka yang mmg sgt mencabar kesabaran dgn karenah<br />but i still LOVE THEM!!<br />maksu sayang kamu semua!!<3<3<3<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1RCVebyFzPjHax3rX6bmqGo1tt9SGmZLb-DwOePB-La2QO2THJ1HBevYpataxWp0W0Th2IXlV-GEZ9DM_UX4csqiyrjQbYRbhJn0C8vSdoeg5dL0fL9-fM8TMNO7aQtyioHuFkrepfktv/s1600-h/DSC_0283.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5384946774432584162" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 214px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi1RCVebyFzPjHax3rX6bmqGo1tt9SGmZLb-DwOePB-La2QO2THJ1HBevYpataxWp0W0Th2IXlV-GEZ9DM_UX4csqiyrjQbYRbhJn0C8vSdoeg5dL0fL9-fM8TMNO7aQtyioHuFkrepfktv/s320/DSC_0283.JPG" border="0" /></a><br /><div></div>aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-78535914083181147432009-09-24T01:07:00.000-07:002009-09-24T01:16:01.972-07:00hari rayedh hari rayer 09..<br />raye thun ni special skit sbb it's on my bday!!<br />20-09-2009..x sedar pun date tu cantek smpai abg ckp..<br />this is my niece yg bru 8years old tp tggi nye la hai..<br />xtaulah brp tggi die nnt when she 20..<br />mesti maksu dah tenggelam dah time tu syg..<br />raye thun ni mcm ade kekurangan..<br />mmg ade kekurangan pun..<br />although everybody seem like not to discuss about it.<br />but i noe they think d same thing like i did..<br />it just dat we're in self denial and resentment<br />in order to endure the pain..<br />tp xpelah wat to do..<br />SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjVkCSb11xV32gd24F2Jq-E-KMsBq1T8uiIxL7ccKDYK0g0gqxMD-MNmDlzl56TwXO0f8bjpUbbSEDqJGhMRpj2O9dfHiXsSO_KWfGZBeXnxwVtKOYOdAUB-DQ5wnbvPtrthUi_LMd9Yez/s1600-h/DSC_0315.JPG"><img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5384943355587782962" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 214px; CURSOR: hand; HEIGHT: 320px; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgjVkCSb11xV32gd24F2Jq-E-KMsBq1T8uiIxL7ccKDYK0g0gqxMD-MNmDlzl56TwXO0f8bjpUbbSEDqJGhMRpj2O9dfHiXsSO_KWfGZBeXnxwVtKOYOdAUB-DQ5wnbvPtrthUi_LMd9Yez/s320/DSC_0315.JPG" border="0" /></a>aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-3663945497053172982009-08-21T23:47:00.000-07:002009-08-21T23:51:00.703-07:00Ramadhan<span style="color: rgb(0, 102, 0);font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-family: courier new;">It's Ramadhan!!!</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">lots of work to do</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">where to begin n where to stop</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">this Ramadhan wouldn't be as same like b4</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">coz of multiple reasons</span><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">i just hope i'll b delighted by it..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: courier new;">tp kalo bule dpt cuti time gi shootin nnt</span></span>..aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-3380417626729543722009-08-17T13:33:00.000-07:002009-08-17T13:43:00.322-07:00DinG DOnG<strong><span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">Ding Dong</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">it's what i feel</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">like knock3!</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">huh? what? ape ni?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">i'm too adult or mature i think</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">to think all these remeh temeh stuff</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">y shud i lower my dignity to all these?</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">lecehlah..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">there're lots of other things that i can think</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">i do believe in karma</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">what goes around comes back around</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">i dun have to tell everybody</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">who am i</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">i am easy n flexible</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">but i can b bitch</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">if i want to</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">n no one would want to see how bitches i can b</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">no harm, no worries</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">time will reveal d truth</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">i just have to sit back</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">get a regular caramel popcorn set</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;">n watch evrything..</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;"></span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-family:Courier New;font-size:130%;color:#666666;"></span></strong>aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-88086350026676349292009-08-17T13:17:00.000-07:002009-08-17T13:32:32.211-07:00Life<span style="font-family:lucida grande;color:#3333ff;">Life..</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">no one would know their destiny</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">ppl choose their own path</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">we can plan eveything </span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;">yet God determine everything</span><br /><span style="color:#3333ff;"></span><br /><span style="color:#330033;">it's hard to believe</span><br /><span style="color:#330033;">but it happened</span><br /><span style="color:#330033;">how i am suppose to tell d world</span><br /><span style="color:#330033;">that i'm so hurt</span><br /><span style="color:#330033;">i'm not a disclose person </span><br /><span style="color:#330033;">so i wont tell my underlying truh feeling</span><br /><span style="color:#330033;"></span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">i wanted to cry out loud</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">but it already happened</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">nothing i can do that can reverse it back</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;">can it be?</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">currently i've a problem</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">with my own emotion n feelings</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">i'm weak wen it comes to family</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">wen we love and care too much</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;">we hurt and frustrated that much</span><br /><span style="color:#cc0000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">Mak,</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">I love u, I respect u, I care about u.</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">whatever happen, i'll still b ur daughter</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">that u can rely on</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">that never turn u down</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;">1 u can b proud of</span><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"></span>aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-43449663262145348872009-02-10T00:56:00.000-08:002009-02-10T01:09:04.510-08:00so-called fairy truthi was so damn mad<br />i cant acted like there was nothin happened<br />none???no it's <span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;">NOT..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#ff0000;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">me..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">Nur Aqilah Mohd Noor Kamal</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">people who know me noe dat i'm not a hot temper </span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">never without valid reason...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">i'm a hepy go lucky</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">i love laugh,teasing n karaoke n shopin n etc</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;">all the stuff that can enlighten n colors my day ;)</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#33ffff;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">but unfortunately...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">my patients were being taken for granted</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">which unacceptable for my principle</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">yeah i am hard to accept stupido reasons..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">so i had a nice talk with</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">i voice up all the things</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">which mean that i care n CONCERN</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">not like only talk behind</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">o damn...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">y i hv to explode like b4</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">i determined to control</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">all my feelings that i'll rarely disclose</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">or shown to ppl..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;"></span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">damn...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">i hate this..</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;">it's all fairy tale all this...</span><br /><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666666;"></span>aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-58952235296416362682009-02-03T19:08:00.000-08:002009-02-03T19:28:13.519-08:00hospital/life<span style="font-family:lucida grande;">currently in pantai mc in malacca</span><br />waitin for my fren doing medical check up<br />i open my laptop n got wifi<br />wink3!!!i heart diz hospital<br /><br />hospital potrays how ppl care about life<br />they r rushing to meet doc for consultation<br />what they should n shouldnt<br />for the sake to live<br />for themselves or their love ones??<br /><br />it's funny to see<br />not many of the patients come not with their companion<br />they come with child or alone<br />but where r those companion when we need them?<br />too busy to concern?<br />only concern if the person under 6inches of earth?<br /><br />who should answer it?<br />are we do care enough with our love ones?<br />are we know them enough?<br />or we only know the outer but not from inner..<br />how they feel n how they struggle<br />in order to live..<br /><br />appreciate ur love ones<br />do it when u still canaqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-41485116952617314852009-02-01T05:22:00.000-08:002009-02-01T05:33:26.669-08:00L.O.V.Eemm everyone talks about love<br /><br />L.O.V.E<br />it's such a big word<br />has millions of meanings<br />but it depends on u how to interpret it..<br />agree3??<br /><br />L.O.V.E<br />it's not just for couples<br />family,frens,spouse n etc<br />for me all relationship must have upside down<br />just like a wheel<br />ya babe wheel..<br />on top n at d bottom..<br />y? it's karma n it's life<br /><br />L.O.V.E<br />when we passionate n hepy it's wonderful<br />when we frustrated n sad it's painful<br />but it teach us how to be mature<br />how to think,listen,communicate<br /><br />i summarize this word as it is:<br />L : Life<br />O : Ourselves<br />V : Venue<br />E : Eternity<br /><br />confuse huh?<br />ok2 jd seniman jap td..<br />L : Life = it happen when we still live..hehehe ;p<br />O : Ourselves = ya, we who feel it<br />V : Venue = Where it happen + when + +<br />E : Eternity = if u insist but d eternity will only between u n GOD<br /><br />p/s: over reacted skit time nih..<br />hahaha xDaqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-89639060246497602192009-02-01T04:55:00.000-08:002009-02-01T05:01:17.267-08:00goodbye money<span style="font-family:lucida grande;">it's really sucks la today..</span><br />i drove my sis car over my work place..<br />then when i parked i heard bang!<br />n everybody're looking at my car..<br />i was like huh?ape?<br />ok dub dab<br />so i went out n checked..<br />oouh..just scratches..<br /><br />then i saw d front bumper crack<br />omg!! i'm surely gonna die..<br />it's fell into 2..<br />damn!!<br />i've to ganti..<br />aiyoyo..<br />terbang la duet gaji akak dik..<br />mak benci btol nyah..<br />punah harapan nk b'joli sbb kne ganti..<br />my fren cal his frens n check<br /> dush!!<br />yg ori rm300..<br /><br />adoiyai..<br />nsebla wira..<br />kete m'sia..<br />if bmw ke mmg i run away back to malacca..<br />sory sis..<br />i love you..<br />hehehe ;paqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-76623024035994379092009-02-01T04:45:00.000-08:002009-02-01T04:47:22.275-08:00hard timesi wrote this b4 in myspace's blog..<br />emm..<br />it's bcoz i was in frustation..<br />of my result..<br /><br />haiya....<br />life is like a wheel..<br />always upside down..<br />once u was on top<br />once u was at the bottom<br />life must goes on<br />eversince there is still a breath<br />never give up<br />or u drown in frustation<br />n die in a shame<br />shame of a coward<br />coward cant accept the truth<br />what has done is done<br />yesterday is history<br />tomorrow is a new leaf<br />strive for the excellent<br />dun ever forget ur Creator<br />He gives u pains<br />He gives u happinessaqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-80132916300816132542009-01-30T22:32:00.000-08:002009-01-30T22:40:59.352-08:001st phase<span style="font-family:lucida grande;">i'm not a very disclose person sbnrnye</span><br />so if i write there could be just hints yg kne fhm dgn b'pk<br />hahahaha<br /><br />ok2..<br />2009 starts<br />most of frens will leave m'sia<br />hepy+sad+tahler<br />hepy= gud for them achieve their dreams<br />sad=sedih x buat btl2 time skola<br />tahler=i hv my own path to go n for most<br />we're in different line kan..<br /><br />aiyark..<br />i'm really tired to be demotivated like after spm result dlu..<br />so now live life to the fullest<br />i have frens that i love<br />lynny aku sayang sama kamoo<br />zera kamoo juga..<br />amira aku ingat sentiasa..<br />now frm 2ndary to primary..<br />rahimi thanks 4 always be there 4 me..<br />really appreciate dat dude..<br />xoxoaqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6679977723756171818.post-9640755329464890152009-01-30T22:04:00.000-08:002009-01-30T22:12:35.515-08:00goodbye 2008goodbye 2008<br />i noe it's a lil bit too late to say that<br />coz it's already january 2009!!<br />hehe<br /><br />emm..<br />where to start..<br />it's fun in 2008..<br />i had a wonderful times n painful times..<br />i learnt it how it felt<br />that b4 i went through it i just wondered how<br /><br />i was like in the fairy land<br />everthing seems so perfect n lovely<br />never thought it could turned like that<br />if i were a boy i think i could understand<br />but other boys seem hv other opinions<br />they said nk or xnk je<br />emm btl jgk tu..<br />agree3..<br /><br />i'm lucky i hv supportive frens<br />i love you guys..<br />thanks 4 enlighten my life<br />succeeded to move on n nvr look back<br />it's been a chapter in my life..aqilahkamalhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/09173885755128497968noreply@blogger.com0