i'm sorry

Dear Abah.

even though it's already too late to say this

i am deeply sorry

i took you for granted

i blamed you for everything i couldn't have done

you are the greatest daddy i've ever had

no one can replace you

may you find your eternal peace in other world

I AM SORRY

Bada Bing!

how to begin?
currently is sem break for my degree
okay,uh uh skip with that shall we

okay now i could say im totally me
i didnt date any guys
i didnt go out so often except works
and i didnt find any story or friend to listen

it's weird haa?
right?right?right?
it feels like im turning into adulthood already
i couldnt care less what happen around me now

last time i felt like dying if was not with friends
but now i spent most of the time with my ownself
literally i figured the quality of me (brag kejap)
figuratively i didnt notice till someone told me i have it

how awesome is that?
now i think i already able to let go some of the things
that last time when i thought about it
i would've explode and curse

bila fikir balik it's not worth it
i still have a long way to go in this life
still got loads to dream to achieve
i hope in time like "bada bing"
everything that i wished would not exist will vanish!
tada!! ;)

Freaking Best

Im the freaking best

Im the freaking best

wish that i ever had

wish that i ever had

dududu

glory.glory.glory

living in fabulous lane

ya mama yeah!

i am so turning into Kimora

Living in the fabulous lane!

keching!

Pathetic

Pathetic
is the correct word to describe
attention seeker to add up
Portraying self is innocent

all criticism being threw at once
once u know u are alone
dark,shallow,lonely,greedy
turned up into monster

though im dominant
but ill care bout others
people still appreciate me
people don't judge me

the reasons are due to:
they are TRUE friends
they know real me
they know my strengths and weaknesses
still they compliment each others
that's what friends do

u don't bitching around about others
don't get sympathy through ur past
it shows the real u
it makes u super pathetic
if u know what the word really means

Well i guess
that's the price to pay for being famous
people envy u
because i am God Damn Awesome!

Adrenaline Rush

Firstly ada orang complaint that my blog isn't attractive enough
ya meh?haha but i'm used to it since i'm not that creative when it comes to designing

i don't know what happened to me this week but i'm tremendously lazy
i keep giving excuses to myself
if my mom finds out memang kena belasah dah

there are lots of assignments + test
furthermore i'm working & it's such a pain for my time management

any suggestions?
get married kan?


hahaha BD

Drama Queen

Drama Queen

goes to Athirah Dagang!

she was so panicked when i hold her leg to pull out kaca

aiyoyo kakak saya mao tolong saja la

just before we locked the grill door

i remembered i didn't bring my cell

and she bebel i careless

the best part she herself didn't bring

*papap*

then we went to A&W to eat waffle

the sweetest thing was when she hugged me like a teddy

it's because she was afraid might fall

maybe it's my bad that i really ride it fast

no problemo pweety

u need more practice riding with me

soon u'll b fine

(melancholic mode)

p/s: aku tetap suka kau ;)

Craziness

Today was such a chaos for me

the great thing was when i lost my bike's key

it really crushed my heart to pieces

i was so freak out & menggelabah

memang totally cemas and berdebar

Thank God i already separated spare keys i my room

so thanks to Fikri Abdullah who saved my day

hahaha he fetched me home to get my keys

then reached home my siblings super nervous than me

they asked lots of questions & thought i lost my bike

don't worry Richard(bike's name) is just fine

then paling kelakar when my brother thought me wrongly

i'm gonna spend a night in Athirah Dagang's house

so he assumed i wanna go club

Aiyo got no money la how la wanna go ane

;*