Depression

I did a research on depression and thought it will be cool to share in my own understanding
when we depressed, it's worse that sad
depressed made us numb, fellingless or humanless
since we cannot feel anything
not even sad,frustrated,mad,and all those negative expression

there are few stages in depression
there's a stage which we will commit suicide
especially bila hati dah terasa kosong sangat

there are many factors can lead to depression
such working environment, family, instituition, relationship and etc
however as a Muslim kita ada akidah
Islam melarang hambanya commit suicide

p/s: dah tua nk jd counsellor kerohanian la..

P.A.I.N

I think every human lives in a pain
or perhaps every living creatures
Pain will teach how to value something
something that we take for granted
either we realise or totally not

It's very hard to get up back
Especially hugh pain from your loves one
Pain that can crippled you
Or made u numb or Depressed

As a Muslim we need to Believe with Qada' & Qadar
Each of us sometimes went overboard
org melayu ckp 'setiap yg terjadi ada hikmahnya"
english said 'there's lining silver in every cloud'

We need to redha in everything
Allah itu Maha Segalanya..


p/s: redha asignment xsiap lagi..hihi ;))

New Challenge

My new tagline is
Genuine Brilliant On The Run!
yes peep just bear with it

hahaha
now being in advertising is so effieng tiring
to noks letops mak like!
it's like adrenaline rush each day to class

additional me as part time worker
it so tiring & hectic but it is some sort of training
penat lak cite psl diri
rase fabulous sgt(geli sendiri)

hihihi
ok dude until i've new ilham nk tulis
then shall i meet again
thou u'll wait

PERMULAAN BARU

it's been such a long time i haven't write
just start in my degree in UiTM
yay!i major in advertising like i've always wanted
Alhamdulillah

*sigh*
orang kata tak elok mengeluh sebab kita kena sentiasa bersyukur dengan qada' dan qadar
but why people that i trust the most before this can do that to me?
that question keeps haunting me until now..
it is a cycle of life?
it is one ujian to test my Iman and patient?

i was so shocked to find out
i was so frustrated when i figured out
Yes TERKILAN is the correct word
have i done something that hurt u without i realised?
U know where to begin to talk if u got something
I always open for any communication

*shine*
tapi tak ape what had done dah jadi history
now each of us have chosen our own path
i hope you will success in your life
but don't repeat to others
but don't u wish us to be like we used to be

You will be part of my life chapter
You was my closest fren in Malacca
I am grateful for every help & knowledge
It just easy to forgive not to forget..

my heart

ini semua buat hatiku..
my heart <3
my beloved nephew and nieces
thun ni raye ade danial khaizuran!!
d most attention getter diz year..
he did nothing tp smue org kacau die..
he replaced sumone important role in my family with his cheeky smile..
from left is nurul iman, nur atikah adriana, danial khaizuran el faris, nur farisha adriana and nurul amani..
wpun headache layan mereka yang mmg sgt mencabar kesabaran dgn karenah
but i still LOVE THEM!!
maksu sayang kamu semua!!<3<3<3

hari raye

dh hari rayer 09..
raye thun ni special skit sbb it's on my bday!!
20-09-2009..x sedar pun date tu cantek smpai abg ckp..
this is my niece yg bru 8years old tp tggi nye la hai..
xtaulah brp tggi die nnt when she 20..
mesti maksu dah tenggelam dah time tu syg..
raye thun ni mcm ade kekurangan..
mmg ade kekurangan pun..
although everybody seem like not to discuss about it.
but i noe they think d same thing like i did..
it just dat we're in self denial and resentment
in order to endure the pain..
tp xpelah wat to do..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!

Ramadhan

It's Ramadhan!!!
lots of work to do
where to begin n where to stop

this Ramadhan wouldn't be as same like b4
coz of multiple reasons
i just hope i'll b delighted by it..

tp kalo bule dpt cuti time gi shootin nnt..